I kown most of u who read this will say what shit is this and will find it very stupid but then Do I care ??? The answer is NO....
When we were kids we never thought about the future and the only thing we were bothered about was,"Will my Maa let me go out and play futball with my friends or will she make me sit with my huge bag and ask me to study" saying, "Study else you'll not become the next Bill Gates...". We had to study even if we didn't wish to coz there was some amount of fear within us which always made us wonder that "If i do not study will i be able to take responsibilities in life and earn the same way Dad earns or even Bill Gates earns coz if i do not study i'll be illiterate and will be counted among loosers" and then this one thought starts to creep in and we wonder as to "where I stand in this big crowd" from that day onwards we stop being a child and try learning the tactics of life to survive among others and think of earning the so called bread of our lives. We no more admire the days that we spent as kids. We no more liked playin in the rain and catching frogs.We had no time to call up friends or even ask them about their well being. We forgot about our parents and just remembered them on occassions like Mother's day and Father's day but,ever thought that merely wishin them Happy mother's or father's day won't give them the love and time they expect from us but we overlook all of it and kept runing around in search of the ans to the que "where I stand in this big crowd". In search for the answer to this question we take ourselves aways from our near and dear ones...
I sometimes wonder that this "I" factor to which many say is a selfish feel is our mistake or is it society's mistake that make us think only about "I".Our lives keep revolving around this one alphabet "I"...It sometimes sounds very authoritative and makes u feel like a king but then at the end of the day its a selfish feel.... M confused and so are you all. Is there a way wherein I can see the world in one night and keep everyone happy and do not run around all my life in search of my IDENTITY!!!
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- Abt me??Wen people get 2 read this particular thing they either say 2 things that "Dis is 1 of the most difficult things to do" or "wat do i say abt myself as m a super humanbeing".Ever thought y dey say so thats coz they always want people 2 speak sumthing gud abt them but,if they start sayin gud things abt themselves people start sayin "yaar,apne muh mia mithoo ban raha hai".But obvious,they belong 2 a categorie of so called species titled as humanbeings!! n they wud not like to b put in categorie of birds n owls :D n m no different in that aspect :).I luv to be praised but, keep myself away 4m people who overdo that...M a lazzzy freak n like 2 waste time all the time n if i get sumtime that i haven't wasted i spend it again wasting on myself."I" like being with "ME" but m not self centered and so on many ocassions i think that my existence is very much valid n i did such a big favour on this planet earth.Thats me 4 starters n there r many things to me but then m not publishing my autobiography here so will let go off it :)
